Weight 195.8

       
                  Hi everyone.  I hope everyone had a great Saturday.  Mine was spent at work.  I feel tired tonight that I am going to skip my work out and go to bed earlier.  I will be getting back on track starting tomorrow.
                 Okay so I told my team lead since my manager is on vacation that he missed up my hours for the 4th.  She said would look into fixing it.  I asked her 3 times threw out the past two weeks.  She waits until today( she goes on a two week vacation starting tomorrow ) To tell me that she can't change it since she will be on vacation. 0_o why didn't you tell me that two weeks ago.  So now I have to talk to my manager who I know wont change it because he is an ass like that.  Sad thing is I am only asking to leave an hour early.  It's not like I am asking for the day off.  I want my time in a half for working that day so I don't want to switch with anyone.  I may have to talk to hr to see if they can over ride my manager if he says no.  I mean he did go outside my availability and I told my immediate manager two weeks in advance that the schedule was wrong.  What more do they want from me?
               I also filled out another app for this one company.  I am still waiting to hear back on the two positions I already applied for.  This company tends to leave the job position open for a month.  If they have no interest in you they will let you know right away.  I am still in the running.  As for the 3rd company I need to get my typing speed up to over 45 wpm.  I knew I could do 29 but haven't had a test in years.  So I have been practicing everyday.  I am up to 47 at the moment.  I am waiting until I hear something back from the other company.  I like that I wont have to deal with customers as much.  My job would be to put data into the computer.  The other one with the typing I will be dealing with customers over the phone. At this point I would like to get away from customer service as much as possible.
             Also my husband annoyed me tonight.  I decided to treat myself to McDonalds.  He literally would not speak to me for the rest of the evening before he went in to work.  He didn't even want to say goodbye to me.   He saw the bag in my hand and kind of raised his voice like he was scolding a child " no "  I was like yes I did.  After that he acted like he had nothing to say to me.  I know he loves me and he wants me to be happy but I can't stand when he tries to tell me what I can eat and what I can't eat. It makes me feel like shit when I do eat.  It's like he is always judging me.  I don't like it.  I mean for him to act like this and shut me out because of what I eat......I may not even feel like speaking to him tomorrow morning unless he apologizes for how he acted tonight.
            Then my mom went on this crazy talk again saying how we are the same.  How all the exercise in the world couldn't help me lose weight if I kept eating all the wrong like her.  Then she explained how she will do good for a while and then fall off the wagon after 10-15lbs lost.  Starts with one fast place and turns into several. I dislike how she laughs as she talks about it comparing me to her and how we will basically always be fat and fighting to be thin.
            My parents invited me and the hubby to the beach with them next year.  That will be in July, the 3rd week.  It's when they always go on vacation each year.  So my goal is to be at my ultimate goal weight by July of next year.  Show my family I am not destined to be fat for the rest of my life.