I may be out of my head right now but you ladies know I love my photos. Yeah the one office job I applied for where I knew someone on the inside. Weekends off, hoildays off, yeah they shot me down. Didn't even take them long to decide they didn't want me.
I would be crying right now if my husband was not in the room with me. I didn't tell him I didn't get the job. I will wait until I more clam. I fuckin hate this state. It's like I have to remind myself maybe someone else more qualified came along. I just feel like since I moved to this state( my husband loves the state we live now because the cost of living is affordable but he always gets the great paying jobs with super nice bosses ) I have been getting shit. I know the economy is bad but this is ridiculous. Sometimes I get turned for jobs I clearly qualify for just because the fuckin bitch thinks I want her fuckin job. No I just want a job better than the one I have. I could give two shits about being a fuckin manager.
Alice May I got your message and it did make me feel better but then I saw that email so I am mad all over again.
It is so hard to talk about this with my husband. I just feel like he doesn't understand. He just doesn't. I wish I could go to sleep right now. Being awake is unbearable right now.
I would be crying right now if my husband was not in the room with me. I didn't tell him I didn't get the job. I will wait until I more clam. I fuckin hate this state. It's like I have to remind myself maybe someone else more qualified came along. I just feel like since I moved to this state( my husband loves the state we live now because the cost of living is affordable but he always gets the great paying jobs with super nice bosses ) I have been getting shit. I know the economy is bad but this is ridiculous. Sometimes I get turned for jobs I clearly qualify for just because the fuckin bitch thinks I want her fuckin job. No I just want a job better than the one I have. I could give two shits about being a fuckin manager.
Alice May I got your message and it did make me feel better but then I saw that email so I am mad all over again.
It is so hard to talk about this with my husband. I just feel like he doesn't understand. He just doesn't. I wish I could go to sleep right now. Being awake is unbearable right now.




Winter, I'm sorry you didn't get the job but don't give up hope just yet, I know you'll get something soon. Hang in there sweetie xxx
ReplyDeleteI am hanging on with my pinky finger!
DeleteI'm so sorry to hear about that job. You'll find somewhere else though, don't let it bring you down. Things will all get better soon.
ReplyDeleteI have been telling myself that for 2 years......it's getting old now.
DeleteThanks for your support ^_^ most people seem to only care when I am talking about weight loss and stuff.
I'm sorry you didn't get the job darling, but it just means there's something even better out there waiting for you. Don't give up! Cry if you need to, then regroup and try again:) You'll get a great job soon. xx
ReplyDeleteI sure do hope so. I keep telling myself that but sometimes it is hard to believe that when you keep getting no's after 2 years.
DeleteYou should definitely have a good cry with your husband, it'll help. This is awful news, but something better *will*come up :(
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I hope. I can't cry to him about this. When I did two weeks ago he got kind of mad at me.
DeleteI was looking for a new job a few years ago and was getting shot down right and left I thought I was to fat, to skinny, not smart enough the list went on and on. Finally I got a no from someone and asked him why. I told him I was getting nos constantly and asked him if it was something I was going wrong. he said no I was 2 second for the job there was just someone with actually medical office experience it made me feel better and I learned something ask them why so you can better yourself for the next one.
ReplyDeleteI like that suggestion. For this job my friend who referred me to the job told me they hired someone who already was working with the company 0_o My thing is why post it for everyone to apply if you were just going to give it to someone who already works there. Giving us false hope.
DeleteI am planning to work in the medical field and I know I will have to do some serious volunteer work just to even get into a medical job of any kind. I personal don't understand if it matters if the person has worked in a medical atmosphere or not. I mean regardless people are still going to need to be trained.
I'm sorry, Winter, but don't lose hope. Something better will come along, hopefully very soon.
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Thanks Trillan. I really hope so. Kind of hard to focus on this weight loss with all this crap going on.
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