I am sorry for the way I came off yesterday. I was still really upset and bent on this whole I hate the world thing. For the 1st time in years I felt suicidal so I wanted to feel important. Don't worry I may feel that way but I don't think I would ever do it. I would have to be really far gone.
Thanks to all who commented. I still have yet to read them yet and respond. I am waiting until I am in the right frame of mind. On that note I will be taking a leave of absence from here. It is hard for me to stay positive and be myself at the moment where I feel like I can never be truly happy. So until that time comes I will not be back. It could be a month it could be two. Maybe six. I am not coming back until I get a new job and I know I can function properly.
Thank you for all the support and I will continue my weight loss journey of course. If you ever want to know how I am doing. Feel free to email me sharmika2004@gmail.com Thank you again.
Thanks to all who commented. I still have yet to read them yet and respond. I am waiting until I am in the right frame of mind. On that note I will be taking a leave of absence from here. It is hard for me to stay positive and be myself at the moment where I feel like I can never be truly happy. So until that time comes I will not be back. It could be a month it could be two. Maybe six. I am not coming back until I get a new job and I know I can function properly.
Thank you for all the support and I will continue my weight loss journey of course. If you ever want to know how I am doing. Feel free to email me sharmika2004@gmail.com Thank you again.
I'm glad that you are doing what is best for you. You will be missed. Hope to see you back here soon.
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Lindsey
Sorry to hear that, I know how rough life can get. But you should take sometime just for yourself, relax a little or do whatever makes you happy. Just think about yourself and no one else. I just hope that you will soon feel better and more positive, it doesn't matter if you blog or not, just do whatever you feel is right for you. Following your journey the last few months, we all witnessed how hard life can be. Your job, your search for another, it must have been all exhausting and maybe you need a little break to breath and think clearly. We will all miss you, but support you whenever you need it. Just take care of yourself..and wishing you the best luck to feel better, feel positive again and finding a great job... Many *hugs* my dear friend
ReplyDeleteYou must always take time to remember who you are and put yourself first. I always wondered about you tbh, like you immerse yourself in this painful world of ana this and mia that, but you aren't that person at all. Maybe some time out of the virtual hell that this can be will give you some perspective. BUT I wish you every bit of luck with your journey and I hope you give us a couple of updates every now and then. As you get further into it. Congrats on your progress thus far and I hope you find the beautiful winter than we have come to know over the past six months. Xo
ReplyDeleteI'll miss you. I hope you're okay. I hope you got my email darling.
ReplyDeleteTake care.
Oh no :( I know you must do what is right for you, but I'm just getting back into the blogging world and one of my favourite bloggers is taking a hiatus! I subbed to your blog, through the email app thing on yout pwge, but didn't get a single email. I subbed to Ruby's and I get hers =/ maybe I need to do it again? But I guess it doesn't matter now... on the other hand, if I'm subbed, I will know the moment you post again... I will miss you so much, you have been a huge inspiration to me, so determined... When I inadvertently left the blogging world, I slipped big time, started bingeing again and purging... I hope that you con continue on your journey and get to where you dream of being
ReplyDelete*hugs a lot* can't wait to see you back here again, Winter... we all love you and will miss you dearly xxx
And hey, Winter? Remember that muscle weighs more than fat and you NEED muscle to lose fat, that could be another reason for losing inches and not lbs... I know the number on scale seems really important, but it's actually the inches lost that show your victory x Keep that in mind girl x
ReplyDeleteAgain, keep it up, we'll love and miss you and I personally hope that you decide to come back tomorrow!! I'm just awfully glad that you decided not to delete your blog at least. We CARE, just sometimes we're so immersed within our own ED's and struggles, sometimes it takes us a while to look an say, 'oh no such and such is really struggling atm too, we should really make the effort to comment and show that we care, but know that I'm reading and caring from way up in Canada land... Even if I can't find the right words comment (I've lost all my words of late :( but hopefully I'll find them again and out them to good use). Anyway, now I'm rambling and using too many words!)
Bottom line, you will be missed, you are loved and you are not alone in this, okay? Remember that much at least xxx
We are here for you dear xoxo
ReplyDeletewinter darling...
ReplyDeleteplz be back.. i miss u post..
I hope you're doing ok dear <3
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Hey Winter if you ever come back, I nominated you for the Liebster Blog Award :)
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