I love the shoes in the photo above. I could totally wear those. Okay getting to the point of my post because my head is starting to hurt and I am still not completely back in my own body yet. Well good news is the scale gave me a number I liked this morning. I was super super happy. I weighed in at the normal time. My favorite time to weigh in is at 11am. That time seems to be the most accurate to me.
Starting yesterday I went back to tracking my daily calories. I stopped when I had reached 185lbs because I was eating the same old same old foods. No point in tracking anymore. Now I need to get back to it. I am missing something or not doing something right for the scale to keep going up and down so now I will be tracking my food, exercise and even resting time calories burned. I should be able to caught the problem and resolve it if I can.
Okay now on to the bad news. Yeah didn't get the job I wanted lol. Story of my life at the moment. I am trying to keep my head and trying not to get annoyed but I am. I could give two shits about anyone stating" oh it's the economy right now, the job market is tough, you will get the job you want a company that respects you for who you are." Yeah well when the fuck is that going to happy. I have been looking for a new job, new career non stop for the past 3 years. 3 years so I am to the point where I ready to fuckin blow this world to kingdom come because I am sick of this shit just sick of it.
Now that I got that off my chest I am going to go back to cleaning and acting as if I never got turned down for the job. I can not have my husband knowing I did not get this job. Me getting that job meant a lot to him as it meant to me. He could have went for a promotion at his job, leading to more money, and better hours but now that I know for a fact I didn't get it. It means he is stuck where he is. I am stuck where I am until I probably end up self destructing and then no one is going to be happy.
I'm sorry you did not get the job. I hope your husband does not take it too hard.
ReplyDeleteThank you. As of right now my husband still does not know.
DeleteIt is hard for me to not take these things person but they make me feel like shit when they turn me down. I was more than qualified for that fucking job. Over 8 years cash handling experience, 10 years of customer service experience, 100% on mystery, 8 customer embassdor pins along with over 24 customer comment cards stating how good my service is. I would love to know who beat me out on all that. I bet no one.
The recruiter warned me that the managers only select who they like. It is taking every beaning in my body to not go to that location and see who this manager is that did not like me.
Damn my husband for wanting to stay in one of the most racist part of this state we live. I get so much shit when applying for jobs. He has had it fuckin easy. Something else good about being a man.