Wow those dreaded words you want to hear from anyone when you are not. Yup she saw me Tuesday and I remember dressing up in mostly in black to look slimmer and I had put on a waist belt to make my waist smaller. Apparently I failed. I got married that day too. I remember standing in front of the window before went into the restaurant, I remember seeing how big I have gotten. I just knew all I could do was try to lose weight and succeed once and for all. Trying to stay positive here and not vent so much. Below is my favorite before and after photo I had found online.
Some people may say she too thin.......maybe but I like the way she looks in the after. I wonder what will I look like when I get to 120lb. I have never been that weight and I really want to see what it is like to get there. To know I didn't give up. Oh how could I forget. I checked my weight this morning and I am down to 205.6. I am super excited. I am trying to hit 200lb by the end of next week. I am about to upload some photos of what I looked like at 204lb I believe(Yes I was sucking it in). Sorry I take so many pics. End note, thanks to all who have taken the time to read my blog. I hope I have not bored you to death, lol.


You are beautiful!!
ReplyDeleteLots of love to youxxx
Thank you. Sad part is I whined and hated my body when I was at 148lb. Boy I can't wait to be back at that weight.
DeleteI deleted my entry but I saw your comment on it, thank you very much sweetheart. Good luck on your journey babes, if you need to talk you know where I'm at. xx
ReplyDeleteHey, I read your new post. I was only trying to make you feel better. Sometimes I hope I am not pissing people off instead. Thanks for reading my blog today.
DeleteUgh, it did happen to me as well, I felt so awful... Hope you're alright.
ReplyDeleteI'm in love with your hair! :D
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Thanks lady! It was a wig that is dead now due to me wearing it everyday for a month. It was dark brown, light auburn and medium auburn. I am trying to get my hands on another one with the same color.
DeleteI think you are totally brave to add pics, some girls hate their bodies so much, they won't post even at low low numbers... I'm too cowardly and ashamed to even add my current weight =/
ReplyDeleteI admire your honesty hun and I think you're beautiful inside and out x