I am done stalling with my exercise program and I will be starting it tomorrow. I got the dvds set out by where I tend to do my workouts. The good thing is I only have to strength train 3 days a week. I don't mind the cardio I guess because it is easier for me to get cardio in. Strength training is hard work but does give results so I will have to suck it up.
My husband told me I buy too much food. Every since I have been able to buy my own food I like to buy in bulk. I dislike when I want to eat something and it is not there for me to eat. So I always buy in bulk. He told me I am buying more than we need and we really don't need so much. I don't think so. After hearing about the maybe zombie in Miami he should be thanking me for stalking up. May save us one day.
He has also been complaining about my drinking too much diet soda. Lol I know right. It took me forever just to even want to drink diet soda. He said their is some fake sugar in it or something and too much of it may not be good for me. Don't get me wrong he is right but I only drank 1-2 cans a day. I guess that is too much for his taste. I mostly drink because 1. it taste like regular soda to me 2. it helps curve my hunger. I can always use something to help fight cravings.
Last but not least I am apart of a few pro ed sites. I do believe I am ednos but what do I really know. Anyway I am very supportive of everyone. Rather they are trying to lose weight or get recovered. I had this girl leave me a message on my page on one of this sites. Telling me to get out and that I don't want to lose weight this way and stuff. She of course has not read my blog is unaware that I am trying to do it the right way. I wasn't sure how to feel about that. I wasn't sure if I should stay apart of the site or just leave. I feel close to some people on there though.
Before I go for the night I would like to welcome 1 more new reader. Hello :-) Sorry this post was so long ladies.
I like diet soda (Coke, mostly). But I try to stay away, because of the sodium, because I don't want stained teeth, etc. Instead, I drink water. Lots of it. And lately I've been having some crystal light as well (5 calories per packet, and I only allow myself one a day), when I get tired of drinking plain water.
ReplyDeleteAlso, I wouldn't take offense on what the girl said. I think the fact that she tried to warn you means that she cares. Continuing to be a part of the website, or just leaving it, is totally up to you, of course.
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You know I never thought about the sodium at all in the diet sodas. I did good. I did not have one today. I usually tend to get my water in mostly at work.
DeleteI was upset at first because I did feel like she was judging me but I am okay now. She was trying to protect me and I can't be mad for that.
hey Winter,
ReplyDeleteI guess it's down to whether you find the sites helpful or not. I've never really considered myself pro-ana as I would never wish the illness I have on anyone but I have nothing against those who are.
You sound like you are doing well and your sexy outfit sounds lovely. xxx
The site is not really helpful to me anymore. I tend to want to be helpful to people on there. Their is this one girl who is 20 ears old and always depressed. I like to check on her every now and then and make sure she is doing okay.
DeleteI should have taken a picture of that sexy but basic outfit. I think I will re-put it on when I take my update photos.
I drink diet soda as well. I don't care what anyone else says about it. I'm glad you felt sexy. Yay! Keep up the positive attitude.
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lol I love how you put that. I need that attitude!
DeleteYeah I am keeping it going. Every time I think positively I tend to think about you. lol Makes me happy that you and the other ladies care about my happiness.
Hey hun,
ReplyDeleteYour husband is talking about aspartame.. It's in crystal lite too, but I don't know if there's as much, bc I don't drink soda, at all. I hate it, lol.. I think maybe bc I used to drink so much when I was a teen! Went right off it and now the bubbles are just too much to handle, haha.
Don't worry about the girl, she was either warning you out of worry, warning you to look good, warning you to make herself feel better, stronger, more in control (lying to herself), or just being a bitch, lol.. it doesn't matter, she doesn't know you. If you wanna keep a check on the girl, you could either stay there, or get her IM/blog/email? She shouldn't make you feel as though you have to leave.
Wow, you must have built some muscle! Size 13!?! At that weight I was a 16! Maybe you're taller than me too, lol.. Good job though! xxx