Venting

          Hi everyone.  If you don't want to read this I completely understand.  I just had to vent somewhere.  hubby is currently sleeping.  I don't want to stress him out either.  These past couple of days have been really hard on me.  I was telling Lara on here that in a comment I made to her post.  Now I am going to take a little time to explain before I end up cutting and having a darn panic attack.
          I still have this on going schedule battle going on with my department manager.  He has purposely been scheduling me to close every single sunday just because I can't close on saturday night.  I can close 3 days a week.  I just wanted him to make me a mid or open on a sunday just once in a while but he is refusing to do so.  I went to talk to HR about it and she said he had the right to that.  I think it is messed that out part timer gets to be open or mid on weekends although she closes during the week so do I.  Why is some 20 hour week coworker being catered to over me.  I mean I broke down and started crying in the office because I have worked for this company back home and the managers at that location are no where as selfish and mean as the ones here.  I told the HR manager that too.
         On to the next thing.  This one I am trying to figure out if it is even worth talking about.  I have actually been going on job interviews.  So yay for that.  For some strange reason these recruiters will not send an email or return a phone call to tell one that they did not get the job.  I am more so mad about that than not getting the last job I interviewed for.  Which I should have gotten with the experience I have but whatever.  If they can't even respect me by sending a decline email I don't need to be working for them.
         The last thing is this community college I have been trying to get into day.  I am seriously on the verge of sinking into a depression and this crap was not helping.  I mean I was in the parking lot crying.  Okay now I am transferring from college to a community one.  They were trying to make me take a placement test so I disagreeing with that at 1st.  Then I had this other one explain to me why I needed to take it and then that made more sense to me.  So I was fine with that.  The other thing was they were telling me they were not sure if they would except my credits.  Why would I sign up to go to your school if you are not going to take my credits?  So I told them I would wait until they looked them over.
          Turns out they will not review my credits until I signed up for classes.  I was told I could file paperwork to have them review my credits sooner.  Well not sure if that was a lie or not but now they are telling me no they only review your credits if you sign up for classes period. *shake my head* I don't know why they are making this hard.  Just review my credits and give me an yes or no.  I know they have lot's of students but you are asking me repeat more than half of my required classes if you do not take my credits.  I also spent 23k in loans and you are trying to not except my classes. No no no.
          I just feel like life is trying to beat the heck out of me.  I am trying to stay positive and focused but these people I have been dealing with as of lately are rude, selfish, and just have no respect for me or what I am saying.  Yeah we all have a job to do but show me some respect.


          Okay I feel a little better.  The blade looks less temping.  Going to grab a snack and go to sleep......