Remember what I am fighting for

     I am sure some of you read about my um breakdown the other day.  Even though I had to work the next day I went ahead and continued to think.  I was like something has got to give here.  What am I doing wrong or I am not trying hard enough.  I wasn't sure what to think.  I do know not being happy about my work is not helping.  Well more so the pay than anything then following behind that is the people I work with.  A topic for another day.

     I began to remember why I was doing this.  I want to feel good about myself.  Look good in everything I wear. And most of all shock my family.  I will be seeing them for one week in june.  The last week in June.  I want to be between 120lb/54.5kg and 140/63.6.  I may not have the greatest job here but I will show them I have the hottest body.  I am growing out my natural hair, taking vitamins, super cleaning my teeth and continuing to work on my skin.  I deserve to be happy.  Sometimes it is just hard to remember why it is so important.  For me it does set my mood.  Hubby will know too lol.

     As usual I was surfing the net looking for things people have done to lose weight fast.  If someone out there has succeed then I want to see if it is something I can do.  I ended up coming across this lady on youtube.  Her youtube name is Prettykeli.  Her video "how I lost 20lbs in 2 weeks" is what caught my attention.  I mean the before and after is impressive.  Of course for us trying to achieve the ultra slim bod her after photo is just a dent.  Hey a dent in the weight loss and looking slimmer is better than nothing.

    This is what she did.  An hour of cardio in the morning and in the evening.  After her last cardio session she does not eat.  She also says no to sugar, salt, beef and pork.  She said yes to water, 5-6 small meals a day, cold showers and of course her 2 hours of cardio a day.

    Now you guys know I am not doing no two hours of cardio a day.  I am lucky to get in an hour to an hour and a half.  She recommends no less than one hour of cardio a day minimum.  She said if you can get in just 30 that is fine too.

    So I am going to give that exercise plan a shot.  I am going to follow my veggie challenge because I liked eating veggies a lot.  It made me feel good.  So I want to follow that food plan again.  I am going to try it for 2 weeks.  Starting sunday or monday.  I have not decided yet.

     If you want to join me on this mini challenge feel free to let me know.  That will be super awesome. I can't wait to see how this goes.  Will be catching up on your blogs tomorrow night/thursday night.  I am off friday but will be washing clothes and I am sure that will take most of my day. Wish I had washer and dryer but hey the life of living in an apartment :-/