Hey everyone. Today was just so emotional for me I don't even know where to start. Let's see I will start with the job interview. It went okay. I was disappointed because they offered the same pay my current job does. I mid as well stay where I am at then. They would have had me doing a lot more than what I do at my current job so that is why I thought it would pay more. Plus the lady did not really care for me too much. It's fine. At least act like you care a little during the interview. I also submitted my resume which she did not even bother reading. I know that because she didn't know what my current job was. Yeah total disater and waste of time.
Then my mother in law drops this bomb shell on me that she wants my husband and I to watch his 13 year old sister for a weekend. That is 3 whole days. I can barely handle her for a few hours. I am sure you all remember talking about how spoiled and selfish this girl is. Nothing has changed. She is still that way. So anyway my husband wants us to watch her but I don't want to watch her. I don't have time for her shit. I got my own stuff to worry about. She be noise and needy too at times.
Hubby asked if his mom and sister could live with us if she has no where to go. Which would be resulting in her coming here. She is still in the middle of divorcing her husband, he let the house they own together go into forclosure. His mom has no job and has not had one in 7 years. She is only looking for jobs she wants instead of just trying to suck it up a get a job where she can support herself and her child. She has no other family in this state so I know she is going to come and ask if she can stay with hubby and I. I don't want her to. I mean we get along now and everything but she has no job and is not willing to lower her standards. That means she will be living with us forever. Don't get me started that the spoiled brat would be here too.
Final blow comes where I finally broke down and got on the scale lol. Yeah I am proud of myself for lasting 2 weeks. That is awesome. Smh, was annoyed because the scale said 176.8lb I am down 2lbs from what I was before I started this little challenge. I was so angry because I can not understand why I can not move out of the 170's. I am like okay body I am giving you food and exercise what the fuck. Show me some damn gratitude.
At this point in time I am close to just going back to the shakes for a little while eating veggies and fruits too. I need to see some results on that scale. Off topic a little I brought this prom magazine filled with thinspiration. So I am loving that. Let me get refocused and happy again before hubby notices I am not. He tends to look for other women's company when I feel like shit. He doesn't do it on purpose that I know. It is just that they are happy and I am not and he doesn't like seeing me like this. Well I am trying but it hard to be happy go lucky when you are not happy with everything around you.
I'm sorry you're having such a rough day. Having your MIL and SIL live with you would be a pain in the ass. And if she won't lower her standards for a job, then it's going to put even more pressure on you and hubby. I hope things start looking up for you dear.
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Your are so sweet Katie. Yeah yesterday was a bad day. Took me a few hours to bounce back but now I am good again.
DeleteI am glad you can see that. She was living with us and her kid 3 years back and it almost destroyed our marriage or well then just our relationship.
Stay at your current job sweetie. No reason to overwork yourself for the same pay.
ReplyDeleteThink of it this way. She needs a little discipline. And you're the perfect person to get it from.
Keeping my fingers crossed that she forgets you live in the same state.
Maybe you've hit a plateau. It breaks eventually.
xox
I am. I am either going to get promoted in my current job or get a awesome enough offer that would make me leave. I am not leaving unless the offer is better. I am talking pay and hours. Oh yeah I got a plan.
DeleteI am so glad to hear from you MissFairy. I was afraid your mom still had you on lock down.
Oh no she is forgetting anything lol. I am hoping she decided to not to go lol.
Hay :) thanks for all the comments :)
ReplyDeleteI am sorry you are having a bad day, Stay in your current job and keep looking for something new. The one you are talking about doesn't sound like it's worth the bother tbh.
And as far as the 13 year old goes, just stick her behind the tv/pc or just ask your hubby take her out to movies and food... I mean, it is his family after all - and that way she will be out of your way most of the day.
I hope you are feeling better by the time you get this - take care of you :)
I sure do! I do feel better Kitty. I am focused on my work for the day. Yeah the other company is so not worth it. I am still sending them a follow up letter anyways. You never know when you will see people again.
DeleteI don't want her sitting in front of the tv or computer at all. I am telling my mother in law I don't want to watch her for 3 whole days. No need in my lying. You can barely control your own kid and you want me to take her. What kind of sense does that make.
Hello dear. First of all thank you thank you thank you for all the comments, even on posts back like a month ago. You have such a big heart. Jobs suck..they really do. I'm trying to find one and I can only pray. I'm low on money and I need to make some instead of spending it. Oh, people living with you? nonononononononono. Just no. It will drive you crazy and be costly and I'm not sure how big your space is, but it will not work out. Just no.
ReplyDeleteIt's been an emotional day for me as well, so I hope that gets better.
Hi. I was hoping I wouldn't freak anyone out. Some people I wonder if they are shutting me out because they haven't come by to say hello to me.
DeleteAnyway I hope you find a job. I know you are in the US somewhere. Like I know here where I live Forever 21 is always hiring. I would love to work there but when you are trying to get a house they do not pay enough.
Yeah I still haven't told me husband yet how I really feel about his mom and sister staying with us. I waiting for the right moment.
I am about to go read your post now :-)