Wednesday, July 4, 2012

Weight 192.8

                   Good evening and happy 4th to those in the US.  I am not in the best mood tonight.  I am not sure how to word how I feel.  It has nothing to do with my job for a change.  Although today my manager worked my nerves and was trying to get me to be a pushy sales person which I hate doing.
                   I just pretty much noticed a lot of people around me are acting strange.  I am not sure if it is my weight loss or what but the people that use to be there for me are not and I am kind of pissed about it.  I am so tired of putting my heart out there and then they just take it, play with, and toss me aside like a kid who is bored with a new toy.  I hate whining about it but I am a very nice person and I deserve real and honest people in my life.  I don't have time for these fake friends or jealous bitches.  So sick of it.  The sad thing is I am not even skinny yet.  God forbid when I get to my UGW.........



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  1. KateJuly 5, 2012 at 1:52 AM

    Dont let them get to you honey! and keep on doing what your doing :) every day you seem to be losing weight which is great!

    Stay strong xx

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    1. WinterAJuly 5, 2012 at 10:31 AM

      Thank you Kate. I am going to keep going. This just let's me know who really cares about me. If they cared about me they would not let jealousy get in the way.

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  2. TrillianJuly 5, 2012 at 3:44 PM

    Hi sweetie, I'm just so happy about your progress! Keep going, you're doing so well.

    Hugs

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  3. PrettyLiesJuly 5, 2012 at 10:09 PM

    I'm sorry people are being weird. I'm there for ya gurl, I gotchyo back ;) Thanks for checking out their music! They're seriously some of the nicest people ever, and Cody, the singer, his voice is a gift I swear. And he shares my love for My Chemical Romance. Great job on keeping up with the weight loss, it sounds like it's going great :)

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    1. WinterAJuly 7, 2012 at 5:27 PM

      Thank you! I like my chemical romance too! I knew after listening to their song for a minute that I would like them. I love singers with a strong voice and strong meanings to their music. They definitely have that.

      I have actually gained but at the moment I haven't felt like posting. Not because of the gain but because of other things.

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  4. AnonymousJuly 6, 2012 at 10:17 PM

    I know how you feel girly. People always seem to back stab, but I won't do that. This is a safe place. You are right; you're a very nice person who deserves to be treated like gold! Keep up your good work because in the end you must be happy with yourself.
    All my support,
    <3 A Fragile Heart

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    1. WinterAJuly 7, 2012 at 5:28 PM

      Thanks Fragile. I am trying so hard to get my life on track. Dream body, my own car that I love, a job I actually want to go and get treated right, paid well. I want to get a house with my husband and start having kids by time I am 32.

      At the moment my goals seem so far away like they are never going to happen. I guess I have a breaking point at the moment.

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