Weight 189.8 So annoyed

         Good morning everyone.  Of course I am here to update on my so so exciting life and what not.  I am really annoyed at the moment and not because of my weight but because of school.  I am busting my tail just to even get into this school.  I mean they are not trying to accept my transfer.  I email the dean and still haven't heard anything.  I mean this crap is just ridiculous.  I am so stressed out about this I almost had a panic attack at work the other day.
         I even called my doctor about my panic attacks I have been having and haven't heard back from her either.  I may call just to set up and appointment and drive 45 minutes out of my way to get this taken care of.  I don't understand why I have to deal with so much nonsense it seems in everything I do.  I am a nice person.  I even approach people nicely and still seem to not get anywhere.  It's like you have to be mean and nasty or threaten law suits for people to listen to you.  I am pissed off mostly because my time to sign up for classes are whining down.  I don't have time for the dean to take their time responding to me of whatever.
       In other news I am not surprised my weight went up.  Went to an outing with my coworkers.  My manager set this up.  He went to this horrible food place.  It was brand new.  So I had a burger and fries.  Where the calories worth it, heck no they weren't.  My burger was burnt, the fries were disgusting but the cheesecake was good.  Almost tasted homemade.  I am very picky about cheesecakes.  I kept comparing it to this one shop back home that made them homemade.  Sadly they went out of business when I was 10 years old but I still remember that last bite of cheesecake and I still search for anything close to it.
        I have started my little workout challenge.  I will be going to do my workout after I post this post.  It's only day 2 and day 1 kind of sucked.  I was half way threw my work out when my mother in law called me.  This was important because it was helpful information about me getting into that community college that is giving me crap.  I ended talking to her for and hour and a half.  By time I got off the phone with her it was time for me to go to work.  Yeah I was a little sad I didn't get to finish my work out.  I wanted to feel sore the next morning.  Next morning is here and all I feel is stressed about this school.
        I am trying so hard not to give up but at this point I feel like I really should.  It shouldn't have to be this freakin difficult.  I can't even get more than 5 hours of sleep in the past 2 weeks and I hate it.  I like having my 6-8 hour sleeps.  Then I could wake up 3-4 hours after laying down and I can't go back to sleep.  Sometimes I can but it takes an hour or two.  Not good when you are on a time limit and have to be at work.
        I hope the rest of you are doing well. Going to do my workout now.