I feel so angry

            I am pretty angry today.  You know I am tired of people making it seem like losing weight is fucking easy.  If it was easy, we would all be skinny bitches.  Not only do I have food addiction problem  I have hypothyroidism.  I am also an emotional eater this is nothing new.  So excuse if it seems like I making excuses.  I got a lot of shit on my plate and I don't want to eat it.  I would rather eat it in sections.

          Now that I got that off my chest I am going to keep it moving.  Doing well so far today because I feel so evil and angry.  I went to JCpenny and I found a blazer that fits me and my huge ass boobies.  A size 18 blazer and size 14 pants.  I do have to say my butt looks pretty good in them lol.  I am going back for the button down shirts later this week.  I am waiting until I get my last check from my old job.  Sounds so good.  damn I can upload a pix of where I use to work at now.  Hmmmm I will wait just a little longer.

         Okay so I did decide to try the elliptical machine.  I am only doing 30 minutes.  Feels like a fucking hour but that must mean it is working.  I may wait a week or two before I add in strength training.  I don't wanna burn myself out.  You guys know I get bored.  Gonna go ahead and go now.  And I am apologizing if I sounded rude at all this post.   I am in full on bitch mode.