This post may be short. I don't have much to say. It's just one of those days. I was off today thank god because some drama has been going down within my department which leaves me emotionally drained.
Well at least I finally lost some weight. I am down to 183.0lb/ 83.2kgs. I will not meet my goal but at least I look and feel better. I did binge the past two days but did not gain weight due to my current high metobo. I am going to start a new work routine tonight because I am bored with the one I am doing. I am going to be focusing on cardio and yoga. I would do pilates but I would need to work my way up to that. For me right now it would be really hard to do.
I have also learned how to apply false nails on my own and I am super proud. I sometimes want to look cute but due to this budget I have to find ways of doing things on my own. My next project is learning how to maintain my eyebrows. I am waiting until next paycheck and I am going to get them waxed and buy this 15 max increased mirror so I can pluck out any of the extra hairs.
I seem to be losing 2lbs a week so I think by june it would be reasonable to say I should weigh 151lbs/ 68.2kg. That will be a good weight for vacation since my parents haven't seen me in two years. Plus with the way my body has been toned maybe I will look smaller than I weigh? We shall see :-/
firstly, you are not nothing. you are something. a biological human being and the thing is: you need to be loved. you desesrve to be loved, and cared for and all of that. and people always seem to forget.
ReplyDeletehigh metabo is hot. and im glad you didn't gain weight solely for the fact you'd probably feel like crap if you did :( not a nice feeling bb
I WANT TO WEIGH 151!! that's my 29 waist and i NEED that.
-Sam Lupin
Yes I agree, I deserve all of that but hard to feel that way when your boss treats you like shit and you know you are good for a position and they still shoot you down. I know I a not suppose to take it personal but I do.
DeleteYes that high metobo saved my ass last week. A 29 waist, I want mine to be a 24. I am at 33 right now. Much better than my old 39. I am just ready to be small already. Body is taking forever.
I can never ever fix my eyebrows.. and after I moved from Norway to sweden my eyebrows are getting more and more weird.. *sigh*
ReplyDeleteI am going to try. I would really like to get the permanent eyebrows. It cost 550 dollars at the moment. By time I get the money to do it,it's going to cost more :-(
Deletedun say that winter darling.. u r something.. n u mean so much for us here... i really like your update and always look forward to it..
ReplyDeleten bad news is i did binge tooo..on weekend.. i felt horibble..
but im started re-stricting again..
I know I shouldn't say that but it was how I was feeling that day. I feel weird again today.
DeleteOne binge is not so bad. I tend to go on binges for days. It happened to me two days last week. So far this week is going great.