First let me say sorry for waiting so long to update you. I am just at a lost for words. Did not get the promotion I wanted at work *rolling eyes* I feel like I am wasting my damn time working for these people. I talked to my husband and if I don't get another job or promotion at my current one we are moving. I don't have time to keep letting this company fuck me.
Anyways to the main point. You all know I get distracted sometimes. There is this girl who works in the department next to me. She has been with the company 6 months. Now she was not over weight at all by any means. Let me think she is about 5'3 and I will call her "A". Okay so "A" was about a size 2. I swear to God she is a size zero now and she looks so good. I watched her walk away from me with her little cute jeans sitting just right on her hips. I just wanted to scream and pull my fucking hair out.
Good thing is she revealed her diet and workout to a coworker who then told me this morning. She is on the caveman diet and working out 2 hours a day. I am so jealous and I want to try her plan. I mean the chick dropped 2 pant sizes and lost fat from her face and neck. I am so jealous. I want my face to be smaller well I want everything to be smaller. I wont be trying it until I get back from vacation which is two weeks away.
I am still at 189lb, scale hasn't moved and at the moment I don't give a shit. My vacation is in two weeks and I feel like there is nothing else more to do from this point out. Just keep watching how much sugar I eat and do it moving. I just wish my waist was smaller mostly for the vacation. With these big ass boobies I would at least like my waist to be small to balance me a little and I wont look so heavy.
Okay I am about to go now. Just received news on who they gave the promotion to and I am beyond pissed. Fuckin bitches.
this company deserves a dildo up its ass.
ReplyDeleteoh my God that is just the worst. i can only imagine what i'd do to myself if i were in your position.
awwwwwww im sorry honey
and honestly i do not know the pain of huge boobs but i can imagine. i had two huge boobs some time ago and just like...no. the smaller the better now.
-Sam Lupin
If they aren't seeing your work and give you what you have been working for.. Well then it's better to drop them! Maybe you should have a talk with your closest manager/boss and tell them about your plans.
ReplyDeleteIn my XP - they normally panic when a good worker tells them they are about to move on unless they get this or that..
I know what you mean about feeling jealous.. Couple of weeks ago we were at this mall close to where we live and I was having a really shitty shopping day (I need some summer cloths).. feeling all fat and horrid and then guess what.. 4 model looking girls walked by.. I swear to God 2 of them looked like they could be Kendell Jenners twin sisters - and the other two weren't exactly lacking style, body or looks... They were walking in the really cute high heels, wearing summery skirts, having their long silky hair down..
Lets just say its been a while since I felt that shitty...
Use the jealosy as your strenght... And if you try the diet, let me know how it goes.. I'd love to know..
Hello lovely lady :)
ReplyDeleteI have been away from the blogs for a long time and thought I would skip over and say yoooooohooooo! *waves*
I agree with Kitty use that jealousy to motivate you! Stay strong fabulous one x