Yup that's right half of my weight gain from vacation is gone. Sad thing is I am still not eating as good as I know I can. I am also still not working out which I will start on sunday. 3 days a week I will be jogging with my husband. Everything will be fine as long as he doesn't rush me. I dislike how pushy he can be with workouts. Very annoying and makes me not want to work out with him. I warned him not to push me. I can push myself just fine.
So I am going to focus on cardio for the first 4 weeks or month. Just going to do 30 minutes of jogging. Weeks 5-6 I would have liked to increase my cardio time to 40 minutes. Then I decided since I am stressing like all hell I will add 20 minutes of yoga on top of the cardio weeks 7-10. After that I am not sure what I am going to do. You all know by now I like trying new things and see what works.
I am going back to my no sugar thing. You know I was fucking that sugar up on vacation. Lol I hate to say it like that but it's the truth. I am still working on cooking more meals and bringing my food to work with me. I have been really lazy with that so I need to get better at than what I am doing.
I have been down this past week. While I was on vacation I started looking into cosmetology school. I was so excited. Notice I said was. I got back and looked into the school I decided to go to. Can you believe these people said they except financial aid and pell grants but I get there and they tell me they only take pell grants. WTF. I talked to the male adviser and told him I needed to attend the school on financial aid and he said okay. When I showed up with my husband the next day he wasn't as nice and treated me like shit a little. He acted like he didn't care and then said oh don't try and go to another school. You idiot if you would just take my loan money I could go to your school!
So I am still trying to find a cosmetology school in the area that will except my student loan. Yet again since I am in a small town I don't really have many options. Very annoying. I am still job shopping as well as the hubby now. His job announced the big changes and his possible lay off to be in September so I am in a serious time crunch. The good thing is he has always been very blessed at finding all the good jobs with good pay. I wonder how long it will take for him to find something this time. Me on the other hand it's been 4 years and I still haven't gotten shit. Yeah I am bitter. I feel like this city here wants to see my fail. No reason at all these fuckers shouldn't want to hire me. I am awesome!
Okay gonna go now. Oh and my weight is 193.4lb, I am sure once I start jogging that is going to go right down. Then throw in the no sugar. Man I am hoping to be back to 175lb by September.
I just want half of my weight gone. i'd weigh in at 75-ish pounds. sounds good!
ReplyDeletethat's a comfort. knowing if I have myself, i'd be teeny tiny rather than normal.
oh well. we can all be lazy sometimes.
that school is being difficult! ugh!
be bitter. you deserve to be bitter, honey.
fuck. no sugar though.
my diet is a sugar based diet. and it helps me. :P
-Sam Lupin