A close friend of mine told me I don't post as much anymore. I am going to do my best to post more ;-) Okay so let me get to what this post is about which I am sure you already.
Okay so I am not sure if you guys remember that bitchy coworker I mentioned before( there are two them one burnett and the other blonde ) Well we are dealing with the blonde one here. She is a size 8 a size 8! WTF! I am pissed off because I am over here. I am busting my ass to get this tummy,bra, arm fat out of the way and she is over there just dropping weight. I mean I feel like she cursed me or something and her fat is jumping on my already fat body. This is ridiculous. I was ahead of her just 2 months ago but that is 2 months ago. In the dieting world that is a long time ago.
I have got to do something. I mean I may not be able to be perfect for vacation but by august just maybe.....She wants to hang out again soon and I will be showing my ass. Not literally but I will be a sexy bitch.
As for worked I kind of tapped out in my mind. It's pretty bad. I don't want to do anything. I don't even what to job shop anymore. It's been 4 years, nobody wanted me then nobody wants me now. My husband is getting to the point where if I don't get this promotion to leave the company. It seems as nothing is ever going to change and I am dying on the inside the longer I stay there so he wants to pull me out and I want him to this time. Sadly my mom does not support the decision.
I know she is right. I can't leave my current job without having another but no one will give me a chance. I keep trying to be positive, I keep trying to not give up and it is not getting me any where. Sometimes I hate this fuckin world and everything. She works for herself and has not had a real job since 1984. She has no idea what is like to want to kill yourself because you hate your job. Yes it is that bad. As Ruby always says you spend most of your life at work. Damn right.
Okay I am done bitching. Gonna get my work out and eating plan together for this week to take this bitch down.
Ugh I hate people like that. Just keep going! I would kill to look like the girl in the pink bikini.
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Strength
yes i agree! missing your posts lovely xo
ReplyDeletedepends on what dieting world we're talking about here. i mean the dieting world i live in is one where people go on a diet for 2-3 weeks, lose weight, and then put it all back on and some.
thats sounds hectic love :( i hope you'll find a solution. i hate seeing you like this.
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