I brought cookies. Yeah cookies. Like even now he is kind of not talking to me. Oh well at least I don't have to get up my energy levels for sex tonight.
I am trying to understand why he gets so mad at me. I mean I think I asked him once and he said it was because he loves me and he wants me at my best. I understand that but I mean this is getting ridiculous. We got into an agruement in the store over the cookies. He compared me sinning and giving my soul to devil to buying the cookies. I hit him with the whatever. It's the first time I stood up to him. I told him it didn't matter if he said I couldn't by them I would do it later when he wasn't around. Then came the sin comment.
I wonder if he will divorce me? I mean did break up with my in 07 because I spent too much money on food and other things. He said their was more to the break up but he doesn't remember. I just found out this piece of info when we were on vacation.
I don't know what to do. Me working at this job I hate and working the crazy hours they give me is making it hard. I am a stress and emotional eater. I was doing good and then bad, then half good. One of the coworkers brought in 3 different bags of candy. Annoying customer, I pop in some candy. It's awful I know. No excuses, in the end it comes down to me.
I have been thinking and I don't know why this is so hard for me. Maybe it is because I have an additive personality. My greatest success at losing the weight is when I was happy and using the meal replacement shakes. I have started going back to them for breakfast( makes it easier to take my vitamins and keeps me full for 4 hours ) I keep thinking I may go back to that for a little while. So tired of hearing my husbands mouth when it comes to what I am eating. Easy when your ass doesn't gain weight and you don't find most foods tasty.
Okay I am done venting. Back to the job shopping now.
because what? im angry at him already. if its something food related i'd punch something in the face
ReplyDeletebiscuits. he's made at you because of BISCUITS. fuck him.
what? how the hell can he compare this to that based on the fact that you want a bloody biscuit fucks sake
fucks sake this is why I don't like men
he can't just drop and divorce you over a bunch of biscuits honey. divorce isn't as easy as a break-up and im sure you're aware of that, beautiful x
aw :( yeah. I have noticed a pattern with husbands in the ED society. they seem to be well - rather thin or incapable of gaining a lot of weight if any weight. that's the pattern I noticed with not only husbands, but boyfriends as well. I find it...interesting to say the least.
fucking men
can eat 2500 calories in one day and not gain weight. ha. if only I can do that! i'd be like 40 kilos by now!
-Sam Lupin