Ugh Feeling down again

          Hey everyone today is one of those days again.  A day were I feel like I am not good enough.  I tried explaining it to my husband because he asked me how was I feeling and I told him the truth.  He is very supportive and told me not to worry and this and that but I still do.

          I am 27 years old and I no where near what I want to be but who actually plans their life out and have it work perfectly.  No one I know that is for sure.  I just feel like my time is running out.  I mean I am trying not to freak out.  I am going to be 28 this year, no car, no house, still working in retail dealing with that bs and bs hours to go along with it.  I feel like I am wasting my life to say to the least.

          I am trying to be thankful for what I have but it is hard for me.  Like most kids( I think? )  I had my life planned out for what I wanted it to be and of course nothing went according to plan. Nothing!  So I am really trying to still achieve this dream of what I wanted my life to be.

          I am mostly on edge because yet again I was denied promotion at work.  I am trying for two other promotions and I hope I get them.  I am fine with the department I am in but I need more money.  The only way that is going to happen is if I move departments or find a better paying job else where.  Those of you that have been following me know how that has been. Tough job market, small town/city, female and black is not the perfect combo for landing a job at the moment.  I think I am going to play catch up with you all blogs tonight. It's about time!